Do u know when u stay awake all night, and then it comes to be around 6 or 7 AM…that is when I feel the greatest and most euphoric and like I can do anything !!!! Also lo-fi music and snow and brick houses and houses surrounded by trees and most of the places in World of Warcraft and arriving at airports and freestyle rapping and applesauce that comes in those huge jars and darkness and outer space and space mountain and creating things and flowers !!!! and trampolines and skateboards and halloween and crayons and having a conversation where u don’t feel like a nervous idiot and dril tweets and good twitter accounts and paper hats and paper cats probably and animals and bugs and credit card debt and spooky snacks and breaking rules that were made by ignorant ppl and driving at night and blood but not too much and winter and countless other things ahhhh man
Hey !!! I’m sorry to hear that…it’s sad that ppl can be ignorant and terrible, but that’s just how the world is up to this point!! There are humans out there that get gratification by making others feel bad. It’s awful and I wish it would change. However, the only way it’s going to change is by not backing down!!! You have to keep going to school everyday and keep getting mental help and keep going every single place you want to go. You can’t be obsessed with the labels of “skinny” and “fat”. Work towards being healthy above anything but don’t add the pressure of living up to someones expectations!! There’s nothing wrong with wanting to change your appearance or losing weight or gaining weight or cutting your hair or anything else. But you have to believe in yourself right now and appreciate who you are as a unique human!! Not everyone has to conform to the stereotypical perfect image! If you don’t start believing in exactly who you are, happiness won’t show up no matter how you look. You are awesome now and you will continue to be as long as you are a good person. Define yourself by your actions!!! There was a cool tweet that says “The only reason you were made to think there is something wrong with the way you look is so people could sell you things” !!! You are going to have many great friends in your life and do everything that you want to, just try to forget about the ppl that are spending their life bringing down others!! You can make ur own positive impact on the world. Use ur life to make the world better !!!! Don’t give up please
This is what annoys me so much. Like what is stopping me? Nothing. If I wanted, I could go outside and run and run and run and don’t look back. I could get up and just leave. Or in the middle of an exam I could scream out and cause a fit, if I really wanted to. Or I could get up right now, go outside run up to a guy and kiss him - any guy. It’s the same for things like school where if I wanted to I could actually pass with good grades. I could easily lose weight if I set my mind to it. Because end the only: Who’s Stopping You? Yourself. Your fear of not being good enough. Your fear that people mightn’t like you for trying to do something out there and different. And that’s what I hate about society, the idea that you have to follow the trends and do’s and don’t’s. You can do what you want, be who you want. Because in the end, if you suceed all the failures in life, the ones who judged you for stepping out there and making a change, will suck up to you. And who cares if you fail? Stand up and try again. Because the only thing stopping you, is you.
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